in one of the weirdest moods now. feeling so EMO. stupid. hate this stupid world. with all the stupid things. and the stupid people.
and the boyfriend's not doing anything to make it better. stupid. refusal to reply any messages.
so not looking forward to travelling tomorrow. oh fuck.
i hate this life i'm living.
can't wait for korea on the 9th. oh baby, let it SNOW!
then i shall indulge in the weather -- my lovely bittersweet weather. and escape into the blurring of illusion and reality.
i need a new life, a new place, a new someone who can make me smile.
